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A retelling of my life in DC and all the stupid ass sh!t I get myself into...


Late this evening, I heard thru the rumor mill about a potential date that my opportunity could actually happen. Having a date on my calender makes it feel all that much more real to me. I'm not sure if I'm excited or scared. I think I'm both. I hate being scared, I've always thought that being scared or afraid was a sign of weakness and I just won't tolerate that from myself. You can be scared and I'll think no less of you and tell you it's normal. It is. But I still won't tolerate it from myself. I guess that's a bit of a double standard, eh? Asthenophobia is actually a fear of being weak. Now there's a paradox for ya, mull that one over.

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